I used to be a ladies man. When I was in elementary - high school. I used to be a popular guy. Good grades, good in sports, good looking. But when I went to college and up to know, I never really had good enough successes with women. Women that I want to have long term relationship with. Mostly are just 1 to 2 dates and we go separate ways.
I'm tired of it all. I'm tired when you want to have a serious relationship with woman, that's the time they will lie to you. Then you will find out, without them knowing. Then it makes me not to trust them anymore.
I guess its a woman's nature to lie lie and lie. Everybody lie. That's what I learned in the tv show house. And he has a point. But the sad thing is, I always expect everyone to tell the truth and get hurt in the process. I think I haven't matured enough in this. I tend to have an idealistic view of human nature that everybody is kind. That there is love. And that everything is fine as long you "be yourself". I've been acting that way for a long time and the results never change. Maybe its time for me to change myself.
That's what this blog is all about. I want to document my thoughts when it comes to relationships and my goal to becoming an alpha male. It would probably be a long journey for a nice guy like me.
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