Maybe I could say that I'm dating a single in demand woman. The first few weeks into meeting her, it felt like a mushy feeling and I grew to like her. But the first date was a failure and I feel that she's stepping back. Since then, I found myself wondering if I did wrong. I am anxious if I should pursue her or not. I decided to move on and date other girls.
Yesterday, we texted. And she explained that she was sick and have a lot to think about for work, that's why she wasn't able to reciprocate the attention. I thought to myself that I understand that. And maybe its the truth, when you're a manager of a big coffee chain, you have a lot of responsibilities and stress. She was also preparing for a presentation that time. But she was excited to go out on a second date with me.
During the first few weeks, she was really sweet and I like her. I might have been able to love her if it continued. But now, I'm not sure if this is something I want. I want a girl to pay attention to me. I love it when the girl texts me. When she expresses her opinion on something. And not leave me on a high note then excusing herself that's she's busy.
There may be a risk in dating a high value woman. She's too busy to make room for you. That or I'm just not valuable enough to spend time to. I'm starting to think that its about me.
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